Heart Rate Chronicles Part 1
I have been training according to my heart rate for a couple of weeks now. I have really been struggling with the slow pace. To be honest, it is a blow to my ego and I struggle to even write this post. My training zones are as follows:
Every article about aerobic training for an athlete that hasn't done it tells stories of individuals who normally run 6:00 min/miles and once they start training in their heart rate zone, their pace slows to 9:00 min/miles. My pace has slowed by 3 to 4 minutes per mile which is normal. But as I shuffle down the trails I can't help but feel silly about what I am doing. In time, I will be back to running 8:30 - 9:00 miles but this time in my zone 2. The challenge is getting myself there, having the patience to endure the slow pace.
This week I am in Flagstaff, AZ and have the most gorgeous trails right out my door. Instead of enjoying them, I am looking over my shoulder hoping that the fast NAU athletes that passed earlier aren't laughing at me.
While the running is easier, I am having to dig deep to find mental and emotional strength. I am feeling unathletic. I feel like I am not working hard enough to train for an ultra. I am worried that I will not be prepared. I am feeling embarrassed by my running. I am spending my runs hoping not to be seen by someone I know.
As I lay in bed tonight after my run, I ponder how to let go of my ego long enough to help myself be successful. As always, time will tell.
This week I am in Flagstaff, AZ and have the most gorgeous trails right out my door. Instead of enjoying them, I am looking over my shoulder hoping that the fast NAU athletes that passed earlier aren't laughing at me.
While the running is easier, I am having to dig deep to find mental and emotional strength. I am feeling unathletic. I feel like I am not working hard enough to train for an ultra. I am worried that I will not be prepared. I am feeling embarrassed by my running. I am spending my runs hoping not to be seen by someone I know.
As I lay in bed tonight after my run, I ponder how to let go of my ego long enough to help myself be successful. As always, time will tell.
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